Monday, June 25, 2007

hmmmm

regret.

what is it? for me it is something which haunts us every day of our lives. we all make mistakes. and regret is a constant reminder that, we could have made or could have done something different with the situation.

kawawa naman ang bespren ko. she's stuck with me.

oh well.

Thursday, June 21, 2007

balance

numb.

its a point people reach when they get used to certain situations and feelings, like suffering. You don't suffer your whole life. It just gets to the point where you get used to it, and finally, find solace or consolation amidst the pain.

i've reached the that point a long time ago. i'm not implying that i AM like that today, but i can assure you, i am on the way.

looking at what i have today from a 3rd person perspective, I found myself in a very familiar situation, although the roles got mixed up a little. i really have no idea how this is gonna conclude, but i am HATING EVERY SECOND OF IT.

"ayoko nang maulit pa, ang nakaraang ayokong maalala.."

bow.

Thursday, June 14, 2007

screw me

screw me because i am weak
screw me because i am indecisive
screw me because i am selfish
screw me because i am afraid
screw me because i cannot stand up for what my heart says
screw me because i do not know what to do
screw me because i am immature
screw me because i have not learned my lessons...

and screw me for everything more... for everything i am... for everything i have failed to do...

screw me.

Saturday, June 09, 2007

randomssssss

- nainspire ako na gumawa ng ganito kasi yung prof ko gumawa ng ganito sa blog nya. hahaha!!!
- nagkakaabs na pala ako. gawa ito marahil ng pagbabasketbol araw araw.
- mainit, mainit, at mainit!!
- talo cleveland nakakainis, pero ok lang, hahahaha!!!
- lapit na ulit magpasukan. kinakabahan ako. sumali na kaya ako sa org ngayong taon? haha!!
- ayoko ng sked ko, well, yung wed lang naman. hahaha!!!
- maraming magagandang pelikula ngayong 2007 (transformers, pirates, fantastic 4, shrek)
- masarap ang dsl, kaso boring kapag di mo nagagamit. di mo na alam pag gagamitan mo. hahaha!!!
- nahawa na ako sa bestfriend ko, mahilig na rin ako sa classical music ngayon.
- mahal na mahal ko bestfriend ko.
- lab na lab ko bestfriend ko. hahaha!!!
- may blog pa dapat akong gagawin pero, sa susunod na lang yun. yung 6 weird things chuvaness nila.
- ako;y nag-iisip kung gagawa ako ng multiply site. lahat kasi ng tao may multiply site na.
- maganda ba talaga ang boracay? lahat kasi ng tao todo post ng picture nila pag nasa boracay sila e. weird mas maganda naman sa puerto prinsesa at sa la union.
- di ko pa rin mabago yung kulay ng photo captions ko sa friendster.
- may pinagagawa na kaagad sa amin kahit di pa pasukan. mga prof sa amin talaga napakasabik!!!
- masarap ang may pasok. pasok=baon=pera

Friday, June 08, 2007

sana..

hooray for my 50th blog post!!!!

*palakpakan naman dyan!*

i suddenly discovered myself.. kasi maraming nangyari.
things like,
- napakamoody ko pala pag malungkot
- na kahit papano, marunong din pala akong masaktan, kala ko kasi ang kaya ko na lang gawin ngayon e manakit ng tao
- haha totoo pala na ang karma doble ang balik sa yo. *wa*

ano ba naaalala ko rito, hmmm, 4th year siguro. haha oh well kasalanan ko naman e. panindigan na lang natin. let us abide to the decisions of the authorities. hahaha....

sige kaya nyo yan. manonood na lang ako.

meron namang mag-aalaga sa yo o, ano pa papel ko sa buhay mo?

*broken hearted*

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

NBA FINALS NA!

nba finals na!!

rise up Lebron!!! rise up!!!!

yun lang...