balance

numb.

its a point people reach when they get used to certain situations and feelings, like suffering. You don't suffer your whole life. It just gets to the point where you get used to it, and finally, find solace or consolation amidst the pain.

i've reached the that point a long time ago. i'm not implying that i AM like that today, but i can assure you, i am on the way.

looking at what i have today from a 3rd person perspective, I found myself in a very familiar situation, although the roles got mixed up a little. i really have no idea how this is gonna conclude, but i am HATING EVERY SECOND OF IT.

"ayoko nang maulit pa, ang nakaraang ayokong maalala.."

bow.